Careless People
Music video
Created by Artist Natasha Brown, released 2022
Awkward Touch/ Clumsy Feelings
Exhibition, Screening & Performance
Release of Careless People Music video by Artist Natasha Brown 2022
‘Careless People’ (written in December 2020) speaks to a certain labor that accompanies touch, especially with someone new. An emotional labor, "Oh the time it takes to clear my mind of you" (‘Careless People’ Lyric, Senna-Marie) but a physical labor too with carelessness as a precursor to the loss of desire to labor, and arguably to a loss in desire generally, "it's not worth the mess between us, no!".
Affect theorist, Lauren Berlant speaks to how "even [when] desire fails to find objects adequate to its aim, its errors can still produce pleasure: desire’s fundamental ruthlessness is a source of creativity that produces new optimism, new narratives of possibility” (Lauren Berlant, Desire and Love, 2012). Natasha Brown’s interpretation of ‘Careless People’, through the lens of her own practise, has brought out this “new optimism” in her playfully awkward handling of bodies that come to touch - a coat with two bodies inside, knees and chins bumping.
Natasha Brown's current research towards her final MAFA submission explores the reveal of a magic trick: "There is a tension... between sincerity and cynicism" she says, "that transfers itself onto the [magic] trick” (Natasha Brown, 2022). She goes on to call this cynicism "a soft cynicism, a light letting-down cushioned by a humanness and an awkwardness." (Natasha Brown, 2022) There's a similar soft cynicism throughout the lyric, teased out by Ryan Schultze, with bright bells, mock smokey bass and slimy guitar riffs. Altogether, this piece reads with a certain humor. It's not that we're finding the failure itself humourous I don't think, rather it's so intolerably unavoidable that it's hard not to laugh at our humanness.
Natasha started with an uncanny pair of limbs, severed just as one might imagine a magic trick alluding to, but caricatured into papier-mâché skin and permanent marker veins. This 'severing' forms a kind of fetishised depiction of failure (the failed desire but the failed magic too) - the "sawing a woman in half is just two separate people contorted in a box in a committed awkwardness" (Natasha Brown, 2022) - about as close to magic as a severed papier-mâché leg.
Affect theorist and quantum physicist, Karen Barad explains that separations (cuttings, divisions, breakages and differences) are configured, reconfigured, stabilized or resisted in order to yield certain results, saying that “Individuals, then do not pre-exist” (Karen Barad, 2012), we manicure the spaces between things. We create boundaries, emotional and physical. Karen Barad explains how touch, on a subatomic level, is far from the meeting of two physical entities: It is a sensation derived from the furious repelling of electrons (Karen Barad, 2012). I think the same humor persists here, I mean why would we expect anything less logical from matters of sensation and desire, than for the subatomic analysis to be the opposite of our perception. The breakage, the boundary, the carelessness and the cutting - the not letting someone occupy space inside one's own mind. This collaboration outlines a blur between individuals -repelled, embraced and ultimately laughable.